cold

just can't sleep. Cars and trucks are driving right on my bed. I have concert choir starting in just a few minutes and someone called my name and woke me up. Once awake, no one is there, and the voice wasn't even familiar. And it's 3:46am.

Earlier it was my left side pain, returning like a reoccurring dream, but worse because Indiana does not give medical attention, they mock the profession. 2:05am

Once awake childsupport which is not a nightmare haunts me. Money i have been taking for children that i don't have and no one seems to be able to take action to stop it. I can't wait for the lawsuit against me. i don't even have a phone to call Maine or Massachusetts since neither is willing to own up to the garnishing of someone's wages who intends to .... what do i even know. its a daymare. 6:29am

What happened to my old blog? dono. gone. just like my friend.